I'll never amount to anything, I'll be a disappointment, (just like you said), I'm feeling dormant and (fucking useless)
My youth is all I have, and I've been growing up way too fast.
And I have tried to see things through your eyes
I'll learn to pull my weight again. Don't you fucking tell me that you always had my back (courage is what I lack)
Try to numb myself and reject my doubts.
I'm not making progress.